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Hi. I'm sylvia :DThis is my blog.
So i say & type things i love
Hate me, thank you very much, Goodbye :)
Turning 18 next 10nov
Had a wonderful & superb groups of friends
Got the best sweetheart in the world :D
Face the fact that Humans nevers appreciates
& some were never contented
Past
Sweetest Goodbye
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 // 5:45 PM
hellooo :D -.- decided to blog for awhile before i'm gonna neglect my poor blog again. i'm in a total holiday mood during work. would be out of town tmr all the way till 31st :D those looking me and is urgent can send a sms to mer's number:D gonna head cameron tmr night :D okay. work is draining out almost three quarter of my energy per day. lols. went blog, facebook to view friends profile. indeed everyone changes so much. many for a better person, some still like kids. happy to see those working ones :D and proud to be one too. earning the hard earned money :/ disgusting. no news of my ic yet. bet the LV card holder couldn't be retrieved back. felt so bad about it. it's 6 soon. gonna pack up and head to look for shawn. drinking at rev tonight with love and his friends at work. byeee peepo :D
Friday, January 22, 2010 // 4:32 PM
lynna posted this on her post and now i want to post it on mine too.
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she’s scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don’t let her have the last word.
#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still
remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her
#40 Let her know she’s important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.
when i doesn't say anything doesn't means i'm okay. it means i'm upset.
i know you love to have 260 ice kacang after a game of basketball.
i remember.
// 4:23 PM
tell myself nothing has changed.
tell sylvia he's still the same.
tell me to be strong.
don't cry.
we'll overcome it.
Thursday, January 21, 2010 // 11:05 PM
friends > relationship ?
i've got no answer yet.
another night drinking without me by your side.
ouch :'(
// 5:00 PM
i'm real sorry peepo for not updating till now :/ i'm real hell busy with work at the law firm. now i'm those typical OL that couldn't have fun in the night during the weekday. faggots. lols! lifestyles changed total. going home before midnight, cut down on drinking. anyway just a short update. as it's still office hour now.
dearest mervin, thanks, for everything!
:D
- mer went batam with us :D it was a surprise. it's a non stop eating trip.
- start work at bridges law for around a week plus. not bad. interesting! thought of studying law too, but have to get my o done this year. -.-
- went court with bridges on the first day. impressive. he took me along to different courts to assist him and some cases was very interesting!
- drinking with company at senior police officers mess that day. 2 macallen, 1 chivas, 1 rum, 1 xo, 1 martell, 1 barcadi! was damm hilerious!
- hanging out with my dear love for the past few days. sweet :D
- heading cameron and genting on 28th till 1st and trip was just comfirm just now :D
- almost dying trying to rush to finish my paperwork.
- and i bascially wish i have more time to do my own things :/
dearest mervin, thanks, for everything!
:D
Wednesday, January 06, 2010 // 3:59 AM
i'll learn how to cherish you even more now (:
this is how i define love
this wasn't just any random pictures. i went to sweetheart's blog just now, realising things she said was true. we wasn't as close as how we used to be. we didn't even have chance to quarrel now. it seems as if there's nothing in common for us to talk now. why? i wasn't sure. ppl changes, we both have changed. and perhaps it take sometime for us to get used to each other changes. life's crucial. 2009 has been a real hectic one, a dramatic one. i'm glad i met mer. glad he appeared into my life. to quarrel with me, fight with me, pamper me and to let me know i could still be cherished. saw how many of my friends live their life. how they always try to project me problem and teaching me ways to salvage things. appreciate it. didn't mean to have have this kinda post. just wanting to pen down my feeling though. sigh. gonna head batam with shawn and jennis tmr. thanks to baby for sponsoring my trip this time :D hohoosss. he can't come with me as he's working the day after tmr. yuckks. gonna buy many many nice food for him :D gonna head to shawn's lawyer there interview tmr and visit that dumbass lynna at hospital. she's gonna be dead tmr! wahahahas. gonna ciaos and slp already or not boyf is gonna kill me for not sleeping even at this time :D and if you do happen to read this.hello mervin zeng, you this stupid fat pig!
i love youuuuuu & goodnight :D
till then readers :D goodnight!
Monday, January 04, 2010 // 4:12 PM
i'm bored. got to stay home to wait for courts delivery of the fridge to my house and i can't go and have dinner with boyf :c . had bbq yesterday at rev. after mer came my place, prepared and head to hougang mall for lunch then bus-ed to far east cause he wanted to cut hair. head back lucky to look for shawn, went hougang and fetch jennis and we head to tampines gaint to buy food :D and we spent around 300 plus! lols. reached rev around 10 and started bbq-ing. damm funny see some of them wearing formal and bbq. lols. baby was nice too cook corn for me. and i seriously keep eating from 10 all the way to 1 plus! lols. i know i've put on weight but who doesn't when you have a boyf that keep feeding me with food. lols. and now i'm munching on chips my darling bought for me yesterday :D gonna watch my show. ciaos.
lynna darling, cheerup! i'm always here!
Sunday, January 03, 2010 // 1:14 PM
are things going to be fine now?
could my broken heart be fixed back again?
i've tried, and badly bruised.
)':
Friday, January 01, 2010 // 3:53 PM
gonna do a short first post for my start of 2010. time flies passed so fast and i bet everyone's not use to it. for the previous 2009, many things happen, met many new faces, heed many new advises. and to thanks all for being in my life and a part of it especially my dearest boyf mervin zeng, for being by my side without fail, making sure things always goes smoothly for me, being by my side whenever there's up and down. & having you is the best thing i had in 2009 my love.
& my gosspis cum clubbing partner no2. lols. adeline seah.
my 2 lady bosses being by my side teaching and protecting me :D
& my gosspis cum clubbing partner no2. lols. adeline seah.
my 2 lady bosses being by my side teaching and protecting me :Dand all my bosses for standing by me
and not forgotting my dearest waitress for staying together with us during hard times and enjoying every moment together :D
and not forgotting my dearest waitress for staying together with us during hard times and enjoying every moment together :Dand of course my 2 beloved lady. lynna & sweet.
thanks for making 2009 such a fantastic year. and to those who appeared in my life to create a mess, thanks for appearing too. because you let me learned so much on you. gonna ciaos now.
happy new year peepos!
All the best in things you guys do :D
with loves, sylvia :D
