you did it too.

the couple shirt diana bought for us.

bangs made me look fat. lols

& i finally hung up the star baby bought for me from ikea :D

not really that bad right? :/

yeah. after much considarations and shawn's asking me to cut bangs. i went to cut it again. lols. mer said i look damm kiddy. lols. met up with shawn last night at lucky to do things, waited for jennis to come fetch us. back to his place and to rev. was suppose to have gift exchange but most didn't brought their present or didn't prepare-.- talked and chilled with jennis and diana as our partner left us at rev and went other place to do things-.- nbbb. lols.when they're back, baby said we're going to drink chicken soup :DD i've been pestering him for like 2 to 3 weeks to go drink. diana, victor, uncle alan and ah xiang went along too :D baby was feeling unwell, guess got food poisoning ): victor send me and baby back. couldn't get to sleep. tossed and turn in bed till 4plus am. and i got woken up super early today. just had my room cleared and clean:D and inspector zeng is going to inspect my room later:D and hopefully he'll give me chocolates and sweets if i did well :D tatas.

mer said :" baby, pls dress up today, we might be going out today!"

super yeahness if we heading out :D

byeeee

christmas has never been so good, so much fun. though was working but it's still fun. the rest of the photo still with veron. gonna post them up soon, either in facebook or blog. love head down rev for awhile and went other side to drink with shawn they all but was glad he came back rev and did the countdown with me then go back find them :D superrrr touched! & proud to have this boyf! ppl only got the guts to dance at the dancefloor around 1 plus-.- lols. this year pass so fast. hope everyone had learn something this christmas and if you've been good santa will send you a gift :D hahas. gonna head down to ion to look for mer then to rev for work again!

i'm starting to see cracks, unhappiness, tiredness in you already.

it's okay, things are already going to change.

you don't have to feel so tired anymore.

everything will go in whatever you want, whatever you say.

i'll changed.

if i were ever given another chance for anything in life,

i would still want you to be apart of my life.

i love you, mervin zeng

where has all these loves goes to?
you doubt everything of me, over and over again.

what's the point then?

you've got no idea how much you've hurt me.
my heart ache,

so badly )':

sakae with lynna during our off day.

rev for drink.

quarrels has seriously been surfing. i hate it, and if there's no way to salavge it,

sooner or later this love of ours would crash. didn't even wish for it to happen.

sometimes you never put into considrations that little things you said could hurt me so badly.

if one day i've changed, into the sylvia you wanted.

will you love the old me,

or

loving the new sylvia that suit your life/you?

i'm heartbroken :/

off last saturday, went swimming with mer at sengkang,

-hm sweet hm for nap,

-j8 to get my lens,

-train-ed to amk wanted to catch 2012 but sold out

-cab-ed down rev drink

-was suppose to head helipad for clubbing with the usual co. but,

ended dragging till 4am(for some reason! -.-)

-& since powerhouse closes at 3 too, we went drangonfly.

-home sweet home around 6.

-woke up early 8 plus and accompany him to gucci sales. nothing much to buy.

-catch 2012. nice movie. and i turn to tell mer. if the world ends i would still want to spend my last moment by your side. he just smile and we continue the show. -.- faggots

-roam around in town figuring out what to do.

-head lucky for lunch and talk with shawn.

-train-ed to lavander for western food with love,

-shawn came from kovan just to fetch us to rev (:

-chill & drink.

-surprised to saw huai & sweet as she said she's no coming out

-got shawn to drive me to kbox to buy cake

-shinji came, called lynna but guess she's asleep

-cut cakes and stuff, sweet left

-drink, then home sweet home

that's about the entire thingy that has been happening to me.i've spend some moment talking to different ppl regarding different stuffs, from relationship to my friendship. my conclusion was. what happens, happen for a reason. and it always takes 2 hands to clap. so be it in a r/s or friendships, it applys. there is no such things as saying only 1 party is wrong. i've did my part in everything, or should i say in things that i should. be with me for no motive. no matter who it apply to. quarrels with mer has been becoming more frequent. was i the one who has changed or you're already tired of doing things you did now? whatever it is, i always belived we could overcome all this together. nobody's perfect. i'm not either. every quarrels made me understand him more. being with him, i've learnt to see many things. things that i never used to see in the past. the attitude of someone towards another. i've learn many in lifes. spoke to mer and lynna over somethings. both gave me the same advise. but anyway, it doesn't matters now, i've learn to look at things more happily. i haven't changed. you're the one who've changed. think over it yourself. because i hasn't been the one who wanted to let go, yet you're the one keep sinking into the quick sand. if you don't give me your hand, we'll lose the friendship real soon. i didn't wanted that to happen. and i hope you don't either. but still i want to say happy birthday to you.

me & adeline @ dragonfly

mer :D

you did it too.

the couple shirt diana bought for us.

bangs made me look fat. lols

& i finally hung up the star baby bought for me from ikea :D

not really that bad right? :/

yeah. after much considarations and shawn's asking me to cut bangs. i went to cut it again. lols. mer said i look damm kiddy. lols. met up with shawn last night at lucky to do things, waited for jennis to come fetch us. back to his place and to rev. was suppose to have gift exchange but most didn't brought their present or didn't prepare-.- talked and chilled with jennis and diana as our partner left us at rev and went other place to do things-.- nbbb. lols.when they're back, baby said we're going to drink chicken soup :DD i've been pestering him for like 2 to 3 weeks to go drink. diana, victor, uncle alan and ah xiang went along too :D baby was feeling unwell, guess got food poisoning ): victor send me and baby back. couldn't get to sleep. tossed and turn in bed till 4plus am. and i got woken up super early today. just had my room cleared and clean:D and inspector zeng is going to inspect my room later:D and hopefully he'll give me chocolates and sweets if i did well :D tatas.

mer said :" baby, pls dress up today, we might be going out today!"

super yeahness if we heading out :D

byeeee

christmas has never been so good, so much fun. though was working but it's still fun. the rest of the photo still with veron. gonna post them up soon, either in facebook or blog. love head down rev for awhile and went other side to drink with shawn they all but was glad he came back rev and did the countdown with me then go back find them :D superrrr touched! & proud to have this boyf! ppl only got the guts to dance at the dancefloor around 1 plus-.- lols. this year pass so fast. hope everyone had learn something this christmas and if you've been good santa will send you a gift :D hahas. gonna head down to ion to look for mer then to rev for work again!

i'm starting to see cracks, unhappiness, tiredness in you already.

it's okay, things are already going to change.

you don't have to feel so tired anymore.

everything will go in whatever you want, whatever you say.

i'll changed.

if i were ever given another chance for anything in life,

i would still want you to be apart of my life.

i love you, mervin zeng

where has all these loves goes to?
you doubt everything of me, over and over again.

what's the point then?

you've got no idea how much you've hurt me.
my heart ache,

so badly )':

sakae with lynna during our off day.

rev for drink.

quarrels has seriously been surfing. i hate it, and if there's no way to salavge it,

sooner or later this love of ours would crash. didn't even wish for it to happen.

sometimes you never put into considrations that little things you said could hurt me so badly.

if one day i've changed, into the sylvia you wanted.

will you love the old me,

or

loving the new sylvia that suit your life/you?

i'm heartbroken :/

off last saturday, went swimming with mer at sengkang,

-hm sweet hm for nap,

-j8 to get my lens,

-train-ed to amk wanted to catch 2012 but sold out

-cab-ed down rev drink

-was suppose to head helipad for clubbing with the usual co. but,

ended dragging till 4am(for some reason! -.-)

-& since powerhouse closes at 3 too, we went drangonfly.

-home sweet home around 6.

-woke up early 8 plus and accompany him to gucci sales. nothing much to buy.

-catch 2012. nice movie. and i turn to tell mer. if the world ends i would still want to spend my last moment by your side. he just smile and we continue the show. -.- faggots

-roam around in town figuring out what to do.

-head lucky for lunch and talk with shawn.

-train-ed to lavander for western food with love,

-shawn came from kovan just to fetch us to rev (:

-chill & drink.

-surprised to saw huai & sweet as she said she's no coming out

-got shawn to drive me to kbox to buy cake

-shinji came, called lynna but guess she's asleep

-cut cakes and stuff, sweet left

-drink, then home sweet home

that's about the entire thingy that has been happening to me.i've spend some moment talking to different ppl regarding different stuffs, from relationship to my friendship. my conclusion was. what happens, happen for a reason. and it always takes 2 hands to clap. so be it in a r/s or friendships, it applys. there is no such things as saying only 1 party is wrong. i've did my part in everything, or should i say in things that i should. be with me for no motive. no matter who it apply to. quarrels with mer has been becoming more frequent. was i the one who has changed or you're already tired of doing things you did now? whatever it is, i always belived we could overcome all this together. nobody's perfect. i'm not either. every quarrels made me understand him more. being with him, i've learnt to see many things. things that i never used to see in the past. the attitude of someone towards another. i've learn many in lifes. spoke to mer and lynna over somethings. both gave me the same advise. but anyway, it doesn't matters now, i've learn to look at things more happily. i haven't changed. you're the one who've changed. think over it yourself. because i hasn't been the one who wanted to let go, yet you're the one keep sinking into the quick sand. if you don't give me your hand, we'll lose the friendship real soon. i didn't wanted that to happen. and i hope you don't either. but still i want to say happy birthday to you.

me & adeline @ dragonfly

mer :D