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Hi. I'm sylvia :D
This is my blog.
So i say & type things i love
Hate me, thank you very much, Goodbye :)
Turning 18 next 10nov
Had a wonderful & superb groups of friends
Got the best sweetheart in the world :D
Face the fact that Humans nevers appreciates
& some were never contented


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Wednesday, November 04, 2009 // 11:03 PM

many things happened recently. it made me see what lifes has for us, what kind of ppl or friends i should say that's been put to our sides. after many nights of concluding and troubleshooting, speaking to different ages of ppl. i've realise, nobody's at fault. it isn't just you or just me. it's both of us. because we were too easy influence by others, by those things that a third parties have said. be it how true it might seen to be, there's still yet another part that nobody has ever seen or realised. ever wonder that? i've never been interesting in guessing games, in guess what you were trying to say or tell me, i've been all along like that, thus i don't like ppl to guess what i'm thinking or even to put words into my mouth, assuming things that i would say. because it's unfair. be it towards me or you. i don't need anyone to appreciate what i did for you. if by the end of the day, after going through so much together, we still have doubt in each others. i'm sorry if i've changed but at the same time everyone involved, pls reflect if you guys are in wrong too. because it always takes 2 hands to clap. as much as i still care for you, as much as i still cherish you, you gave me the feeling you wanted to let go and walk out of my life. is that what you really want? so that you'll feel so much free now? i don't know, i guess you might not even know it now, but as times goes by, you'll know who cares for you and who's out there to take advantages of you. ppl have eyes to see. because like what i always says if there's a time you need me, you can call me. if you don't call, how am i suppose to know you need ppl by your side then. because you've always been strong, or at least to me. i'm still here. 24/7. & to those ppl out there who wants to act and be a part of it when you're actually not involved, feel free to because you'll only show ppl how fake you guys are. your reputations isn't that good already. though i've just really got to know you but it's so enough to see what kinda person you're now. what diana& mer said is right. you don't deserved ppl treating you so good. because you're a person who only thinks of yourself. because you never like to lose, that makes you the worst loser. so if anyonme saw this post and is feeling very uncomfortable with it and assuming it's you that i'm mentioning about though i didn't state any name, you're free to come look for me, call me and maybe i'll explain things to you. if you really detest ppl for what they do, what the say, the way they act, pls be nice enough to tell them, rather than acting as if you're very close with them, caring for their needs and stuff. if i'm a slut or a bitch, you don't lose out to being one either!

these were the few pictures taken last few days, accompany mer to 260 for basketball, had mini steamboat with boyf and lynna and work at rev was alright :D







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Sylvia ♥ Mervin
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Hi. I'm sylvia :D
This is my blog.
So don't come telling me what to say.
I say & type things i love
Hate me, be kind enough to leave
Turning 18 next 10nov
Had a wonderful & superb groups of friends
Got the best sweetheart in the world :D
Humans nevers appreciates
& some were never contented
I lead a wonderful life now
I've met a guy,
A man of my life.
I love you, mer!
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A lady with a temper;
A girl with an attitude :D

In love with this wonderful man,
MervinZeng♥



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Wednesday, November 04, 2009 // 11:03 PM

many things happened recently. it made me see what lifes has for us, what kind of ppl or friends i should say that's been put to our sides. after many nights of concluding and troubleshooting, speaking to different ages of ppl. i've realise, nobody's at fault. it isn't just you or just me. it's both of us. because we were too easy influence by others, by those things that a third parties have said. be it how true it might seen to be, there's still yet another part that nobody has ever seen or realised. ever wonder that? i've never been interesting in guessing games, in guess what you were trying to say or tell me, i've been all along like that, thus i don't like ppl to guess what i'm thinking or even to put words into my mouth, assuming things that i would say. because it's unfair. be it towards me or you. i don't need anyone to appreciate what i did for you. if by the end of the day, after going through so much together, we still have doubt in each others. i'm sorry if i've changed but at the same time everyone involved, pls reflect if you guys are in wrong too. because it always takes 2 hands to clap. as much as i still care for you, as much as i still cherish you, you gave me the feeling you wanted to let go and walk out of my life. is that what you really want? so that you'll feel so much free now? i don't know, i guess you might not even know it now, but as times goes by, you'll know who cares for you and who's out there to take advantages of you. ppl have eyes to see. because like what i always says if there's a time you need me, you can call me. if you don't call, how am i suppose to know you need ppl by your side then. because you've always been strong, or at least to me. i'm still here. 24/7. & to those ppl out there who wants to act and be a part of it when you're actually not involved, feel free to because you'll only show ppl how fake you guys are. your reputations isn't that good already. though i've just really got to know you but it's so enough to see what kinda person you're now. what diana& mer said is right. you don't deserved ppl treating you so good. because you're a person who only thinks of yourself. because you never like to lose, that makes you the worst loser. so if anyonme saw this post and is feeling very uncomfortable with it and assuming it's you that i'm mentioning about though i didn't state any name, you're free to come look for me, call me and maybe i'll explain things to you. if you really detest ppl for what they do, what the say, the way they act, pls be nice enough to tell them, rather than acting as if you're very close with them, caring for their needs and stuff. if i'm a slut or a bitch, you don't lose out to being one either!

these were the few pictures taken last few days, accompany mer to 260 for basketball, had mini steamboat with boyf and lynna and work at rev was alright :D