i've spent a night, a night on the bed thinking. troubleshooting things, my conclusions. we've drifted so hell much. it's been long since we last talk. whenever i try to call you, you're either busy or still busy. but why don't you take the first step to call me instead? call and ask what i am doing and stuff. you're busy, you're so busy with your life now. i just want to make sure that life is still going on smoothly for you, or at least you don't have to feel upset or stuck whenever there is a quarrel between you & her. you're so busy working now. our life are so different already. i'm used to the night whereby you're more into the day.will you still rmb my birthday? or at least, the promise we used to promised each others on our birthday? was i the one who've changed, or is it you? sigh :/
