i'm tired:/ work with kailing last night and i guess i drank too much that it gave me that dumb courage to dance on the fucking pool table and challenge the dancer! lols. and everyone was taking pictures and taking video. mervin didnt even pull me down. lols. and he was taking so many random shots of me! gonna go for my belly piercing real soon lerhs! (: should either be this week or next! head down puggol marina last night. and i was still crying when he texted me. many was asking why i cried, i just kept quiet. mervin send me home and we was talking under the blk for close to an hour. i hope things really got settled soon enough! head up to change and i vomitted. lols -.- he called, we went down to talk till 9 plus. he brought my things back to me. appreciate it alot. he told me many things that send me crying like crazy! he promised to end it beautifully. surprised that he actually rmb every little things i said, even when we wasnt still together yet. sigh. i hope he'll unders.
