usually after a long time without posting, there's nothing much i would want to post about, yet today it felt different. i felt as if there's many i wanted to pinned down yet couldn't find a better way to actually cut short everything. many things happen.
off last saturday, went swimming with mer at sengkang,
-hm sweet hm for nap,
-j8 to get my lens,
-train-ed to amk wanted to catch 2012 but sold out
-cab-ed down rev drink
-was suppose to head helipad for clubbing with the usual co. but,
ended dragging till 4am(for some reason! -.-)
-& since powerhouse closes at 3 too, we went drangonfly.
-home sweet home around 6.
nothing much happen on sunday. work was as usual. head ecp for bbq with family as well as mum& dad's friends. cab to work after that.
was me & mer's off yesterday.
-woke up early 8 plus and accompany him to gucci sales. nothing much to buy.
-catch 2012. nice movie. and i turn to tell mer. if the world ends i would still want to spend my last moment by your side. he just smile and we continue the show. -.- faggots
-roam around in town figuring out what to do.
-head lucky for lunch and talk with shawn.
-train-ed to lavander for western food with love,
-shawn came from kovan just to fetch us to rev (:
-chill & drink.
-surprised to saw huai & sweet as she said she's no coming out
-got shawn to drive me to kbox to buy cake
-shinji came, called lynna but guess she's asleep
-cut cakes and stuff, sweet left
-drink, then home sweet home
that's about the entire thingy that has been happening to me.i've spend some moment talking to different ppl regarding different stuffs, from relationship to my friendship. my conclusion was. what happens, happen for a reason. and it always takes 2 hands to clap. so be it in a r/s or friendships, it applys. there is no such things as saying only 1 party is wrong. i've did my part in everything, or should i say in things that i should. be with me for no motive. no matter who it apply to. quarrels with mer has been becoming more frequent. was i the one who has changed or you're already tired of doing things you did now? whatever it is, i always belived we could overcome all this together. nobody's perfect. i'm not either. every quarrels made me understand him more. being with him, i've learnt to see many things. things that i never used to see in the past. the attitude of someone towards another. i've learn many in lifes. spoke to mer and lynna over somethings. both gave me the same advise. but anyway, it doesn't matters now, i've learn to look at things more happily. i haven't changed. you're the one who've changed. think over it yourself. because i hasn't been the one who wanted to let go, yet you're the one keep sinking into the quick sand. if you don't give me your hand, we'll lose the friendship real soon. i didn't wanted that to happen. and i hope you don't either. but still i want to say happy birthday to you.
me & adeline @ dragonfly
mer :D
binyong :D
bbq @ ecp.
snowy keep chasing after dogs and dragging the trolley with him(cause we tied him on it)
made me damm peiseh! so i put him inside a basket.
Sylvia ♥ Mervin
